San Juan Island

Can I meet you tomorrow?

I need a hug.
There are things 
that I need to shake off.

I danced and sang it off for now
so it's not extremely urgent,
I think.

I was there, girl.
In front of the fangs of the abyss,
licking the last crumbs
of my fading bliss.
I tugged desperately
the length of my cord,
barely escaping
the bite of the scythe.

I logged on Grindr
and felt immediately gross.
I knew it was gonna be that way,
so why did I bother to log in?

I wanted someone
to cut with their scissors
the vines from my loved one --
no longer one.

My hands are too sore and cramped
from trimming trimming trimming
every week
the chains that come back stronger
tying me to a desk I no longer believe in.

What am I to do instead
when cries for help are shots in the dark,
when the hand in everyone's clock is ajar,
when the floor is covered by
unfolded laundry
and stacks of dishes.

There's a palette in my night table
waiting for my hand.
It begs me to paint landscapes
with memories full of light.

It's okay.
Everything will be alright.
Just lay on your bed of lavender flowers
while you live for a moment
in evergreen sights.



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